Friday, February 6, 2009

I Forget...

I forget how to do this whole blogging thing. I must stress that we JUST got our internet hooked up and our computer is sitting on the living room floor...this is not comfortable for a newly 7 month along pregnant woman...plus its just ghetto and annoying in every way. Solomon is cuddled close in his blacket sleepers and robe while being hypnotized by CARS...ugh...I hate TV...but 325 emails forces me to put it on.

I was going to try and back track all that has happened...but I can't...and I don't want to. I will say, work is going well for Will. He is pleased with his current situation. Solomon is doing great. We are trying to schedule lots of playdayes with Candice and Abby...and we have even joined a moms groups. We have only attended one event but we had a really nice time doing it. I...I am doing ok. I miss April more than words can explain. Its not that I don't miss other friends...but I think that the point in my life that we moved, spending time with friends was done so few and far between that it seems as enough time hasn't even passed for me to think that I am actually across the country from them. But April...she is my best friends, my sister, and she was apart of our every single day. Even though she will be here in less than 25 days. I miss her insanely. We text all day long, talk every day...and still...it is not enough. She is coming the last week of April and will be staying until the end of July...unles (hoping hoping hoping) I can convince her to just stay with us permanently.

I'm feeling a little overwhelemed. Our house still isn't unpacked. We have been here since the 15th of January...well at least we moved our stuff in. We love it...but I cannot stand all the "undone" things. I just want them to be completely how I want them...finished. Who knows when that will happen...

Will is leaving in a few hours for Denver...until about 2am Monday morning. Since August 2004, we have never spent a day apart. Is that weird? I have been really nervous and sad. And Solomon is BEYOND attached to Will so I am just praying that we all survive. Its hard being pregnant in a new somewhat foreign place...and your husband needs to get business done...so sad. I hope this seminar is worth it...its a practice building/managment group. So I hope he likes them...and hurries home safely to us.

I think thats all I can get out today...sorry I'm a little gloomy...

1 comment:

Corin said...

Ooooh {{{hug}}}. So sorry you're feeling gloomy. But it's TOTALLY understandable. Pregnancy is such a vulnerable time physically and mentally, a very hard time to be in a new place away from familiarity and especially having your hubby leaving.

Just try to keep your head up. Things will get better soon. They always do.